Memory

How does one recognise happiness?
It has been so long,
I need to remind myself it is still possible
I had almost forgotten how it was
My mind seems to admire and doubt
All at once
I cannot help but wonder if this is really it
Somehow I need to crave for it
Though I never thought I could witness
what could remotely express
the possibility of reality
Perhaps I should try to accept it,
It is new so I should try it
This could be what I have felt
There is something of a change
Thus I will not let my mind
Refuse an old-fashioned,
Experiment.
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