Farewell

I've been around I've seen stuff,
I've hurt people, I've been worse.
Now it's time to go,
No short notice, no time to moan...
I'll just leave and maybe come back to pick up my stuff.
That's the way it should be,
That's how I like it to be.
I just got here, no further notice,
Just like that I'll leave,
Maybe it will be good for both of us.
I'm glad I had time to see it all,
I'm glad I had time to enjoy it.
Though I know I'll never fully do it,
This is as close as I have ever got,
As I'll ever be...
Wish I could say everything I need to them,
Well, I'm not good at it, this is why I've got this.
No, they'll never know, and neither will she,
Who cares? Again, this is how it's supposed to be.
If it's a mistake, it'll be another one,
My list keeps going on and on,
Should I care? I don't think so.
I'm only sorry I could not share this with her...
I want to believe it is for the best,
I want to believe everything will be the same in the end...
Yeah, this doesn't help,
That doesn't help,
It doesn't help.
I will run again, trying not to hurt my knees as I fall,
Perhaps success awaits,
How does it feel?
I wish I fucking knew.
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