You

Thinking can deceive you
The same way it did to me
Reality. Untrue.
Feeling can deceive you
How could one possibly make it through?
You make me wonder how far can it go
How far can feelings and thoughts alone
Take you?
I am not sure I can handle all that again
Of course this is a worry I carry alone
Mostly I am doing this alone,
In the end nothing will change that
What I've always known deep inside my soul
What my heart has not yet come into terms of believing
Alone from the craddle to the grave
A soul full of mates, empty of luck
Timing never helps, never did, never will
Imagine...
That should be fun...
My heart though desperate is fragile
My will cannot last for I got far too familiar with giving up
And you are impossible. That I have figured out.
Curiosity and desire seem to have brought us around
Though my deceived feelings tell me there is something else
Out there. Somewhere.
You'll never understand how little my soul can bare.
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