Locked up

When you need to throw it out
let go. scream aloud.
nothing helps because it is not anything
lost and sensitive. lost like me.

it sucks being used
it sucks being a toy

Life's supposed to be real
and this is the most it will get
they need you to share
they will not give up on requests

I can take it very long
I can't take it anymore

The things I keep and hide
feelings so made up, it is hard
to let it show.to let it flow
thought is I should never really know.

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