Why sould I give up?
Whe kissing you is all I need
When I can wish for us whenever I want
Even if I know this may not last
Even when my heart knows it may not
I cannot help but whishing
For this to be something more
For me to feel something more.
"Why do you always do this to me?"
When we never know what will happen next
When I can do nothing but whish
When if my mind betrays my beliefs
All I can do is want it
To be something more
To mean somethimg more
Than my mind could ever predict...
Perhaps I need another mistake
Perhaps I need another experience
Even if this does not last
I feel something more
Another soul to keep in my mind
Another set of things to keep in my heart...
You would never know
How hard it is to fell
How hard it is to forget.
It is all I want for now,
Somewhere in the between,
Somewhere I may never regret,
This is what I want for now
This is another thing not to let go
It will hurt as hell
Only if we choose it to.
Decisions may hurt
For as long as we need them to
Decisions may show
What it is I have been avoinding to
"Why do I have to feel this way?"
More than words could ever translate
More than my thoughts could ever understand,
May it be real for as long as it lasts
May it make me feel this way,
For as long as I can handle...
Perhaps I need another mistake
Perhaps I need another experience
I should thank you
My heart still feels alive
Inspite of everything else
Inspite of all my choices and mistakes,
I know this is the best way I have found
To keep going on
To keep trying
For as long as this may last.
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