Keep going

I never thought it would be so hard to live without a plan.
This damn addiction makes me take a single spark all the way,
even when I still need to finish this stage before doing anything.
I feel like I should try and go after every opportunity while I can.
I feel like it would be a goof time to go back and focus on other aspects of my life.
This confusion is not new, I know.
It just happens that up to now my decisions were not that hard to make.
Now that I feel ready to choose any path, things get complicated.
I know this is the moment I have been postponing since the last end.
I know that going home for a while will help me decide.
Maybe it will be good to see how much I have changed,
If I have changed at all...
-x- written on 17.02.2012