Worth...

So she says she does not know if it is worth it.

How can we ever know such thing?

Even now, when all this is about to end, I have no idea if it was worth it.

Worse.

If I look back at all the major decisions I made,

I cannot say for sure it was worth it.

I don't believe there can ever be a way to measure such a thing…

If you take the much we change, the much everything changes…

It is just impossible…

Of course I don't really care if it is worth it or not.

Surviving is as amazing as this.

Maybe I should have gone on other ways…

but what use is it to think of all that…

The past is a tale.

The future is a dream.

The present will inevitably kill.

-x- 10.06.12