Fire

Why that? Why three in a row? Why right now?

I don't understand how they all got to tell me the same thing about her,

when she herself does not tell me anything.

I hate to think they are fooling me.

Been there, done that.

I had to take some (many) steps back after that.

It is like I was playing with fire, started enjoying the warmth too much,

got too close, burned myself.

Now I have no choice but to keep a safe distance

whenever the fire seems out of control.

I don't really feel like I matter. I don't want to. I can't.

She became my advisor and I shall follow her words.

Most of the times it is better not to create expectations.

My advice to myself is always to care not.

I must pay attention though I'll be gone soon…

Awaiting is the North.

-x- 16.04.12