Again, again...

It came to me while reading her blog,

Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I tried to write about other things rather than my ownself.

But then, again, how could I ever do that?

I barely know and understand what goes on my own mind

What about other people's?

Sometimes I wish I could remember the things I talk to him about.

I always seem to have a good time and as amazing as it may sound, time really goes by when we're together.

Though there is something, and I don't mean just for him, something that stop us from doing anything…

Maybe in my case it's his fault…shit I really wish I had gone on and talked to him…but no, I had to be silly and drunk and let him go…

Anyway…the point is that in this case the so-called friendzone does not seem to do us much harm

In fact it is the only thing which is reasonable enough for us since in a few months we'll all be apart

At first I thought something could happen there, well now I don't really care because it fits me well.

I wish I had some idea of how life's going to be now that they are all leaving…

I sincerely hope it helps me in writing what I really need to…

Though being on my own never leads to much productive stuff…

One more wish before I wrap it up…wishing I wasn't such a mess!

My knee hurts, I feel thirsty, I need to sleep.

Tomorrow is my time again, let's repeat some mistakes.

-x-