R.I.P.

And through a simple line, life's gone.

Who'd have imagined I'd ever write about such thing in here…

but now, here I am, sad, surprised, feeling more useless than ever.

Wish I could say something decent to her,

but when actual death shows up, I am speechless.

He was her brother, indeed.

And even me, not being that close to him, couldn't avoid 

to have all the memories coming back to my mind.

He was a great person indeed, that's not just funeral bullshit.

It feels so hard to believe.

Me, unlike her… 

I don't have any notion whatsoever of how bad he got,

or how hard it was for all of them.

This is just one of those things that make you put everything behind

and just shout for someone…

I never thought I'd face anything like this while being away.

I'd never have thought it would get to me like this.

May his soul rest in peace.

-x- 16.06.12