Curious?

How hard is it to take one step at a time?

All of a sudden I face what could become the perfect choice…

In six months…

If only they would wait for me, things would fit perfectly.

Sadly enough they cannot, and neither can nor will any other opportunity that may show.

I need to be able to let these go for a while.

But yeah, I still curse myself for opening that e-mail!

That would be just perfect.

It is so hard and I don't feel close to figuring it out.

The future still seems unclear though I am not fearing it,

I' just curious, wonder if it'll eventually kill me…

The great future I want may not show up as soon.

It is just hard to wait when I seem to be missing so much!

One step at a time, nice and slow.

-x- 14.06.12