Graduation goggles

Now it's time to get back to reality.

I feel scared to face him…I know it's silly but if I don't fear him,

I'll not be able to do what he wants me to.

I must avoid the feeling of having too much time.

I really need to have the initial steps completed before our trip.

Yeah, I cannot avoid writing about it…he does make life easier around here.

It feels good to have someone to help from time to time.

Now I need to focus on getting back on track.

I barely finished what was on my list and I've already got a lot of new stuff to do!

Guess as long as I keep doing this I'll be just fine.

I wonder if things will be fine with her…

I know she always makes drama but I can't avoid it…

While she's desperate to return, I've got my graduation goggles on…

Life's so easy around here, why should I want to leave?

-x- 11.06.12