How I wish you could value all these moments,
and understand that we can give to any of these as much importance as we want.
I thought you knew it and you appreciated it just like me.
But how naive of myself!
Guess I wanted it so much, I created my reality.
It hurts and this shouldn't be the time for such.
All I wanted as a huge list of good memories.
There are just five months for God's sake...
You just don't seem to get it.
I am now fighting my hate...
Why make this so complicated?
I want to control myself and take this shit away from my mind.
What hurts is feeling like she is the only one I can talk to about it all.
-x-
Written on 26/03/11
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