Alove v.4

This is me thinking it is time to move on
I did think everything would remain the same, here I am hurt and naive...
I am breaking my most valuable rule just because I believed in something
Well, this silly self forgot that no matter what or when, people are all the fucking same
I hate it right now for fooling myself and not following what my experience has proven to be true.
Right now I feel like going back to my blood(y)-home close to people like me
It sucks and I don't even know how to describe it, I am not like them, no matter how hard I try.
I was naive like a seven-years-old, I must pretend to handle the consequences...
Here I am not accepting what I know to be true for me...
And this single thing will never change, no matter how hard I try to believe in everyone else around me.
One can not run from what's deep down its soul...
And I will never change, I'll remain alone
-x-
Written on 5/1/11