Thoughts

My mind seems to run faster than I can handle...
It hurts so much, more than I have ever felt...
Just missing you, makes me wanna regret.
Choices. Sucessful or not. They come. One can not avoid.
It hurts as hell. It bleeds as you would not be able to tell...
Though I know we are all way too different,
Though I know this is not the fckin end...
It makes me sad. Yes, there's no one to blame.
All I want, is to make it worth,
I do know, five or ten years from now I may not hear from you again...
Not the way we do right now.
Though it hurts. It is necessary,
I never expected to meet you,
Even though I say, I knew I would be friends with you,
It was never up to such "level"if I may add...
This is just another line,
just another verse...
My mind runs faster, my thoughts are too confused...
All I could wish for,
Is not to lose you all...
It happened way unexpected, but it did...
We are nothing usual...
Though we are ouselves, we are crazy and this is true for them...
Let everyone else think,
We just don't belong.
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