Here it comes...

I have been writing about it,
I have been thinking about it,
Though now, it is really happening.
Two weeks and it will all be gone.
Institutions are more important than we believe,
And our control over such, is nothing compared to the other way.
This is hard,
This was/is deeper than I thought,
Than I wanted it to be.
My choices never meant a lot anyway...
My life seems too far away,
Everything I knew,
Privacy, freedom, carelessness
It's all gone.
As fast as a little leaf by the wind,
As fragile as an ice cube by the sun,
It melt down and I did not predict it.
Now I am fckd up,
I have nowhere to run.
It was a great amount of time,
It was a good life.
Let me face the storm.
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