Changing

Transform your failure in your reason to be

Change everything you are used to feel

Run for the new way as if you wouldn't live without it

Because deep down you know you're nothing without it.

We all need new things, we all seek for these

It may not seem like a good thing to do,

It may not seem like a good thing to feel

Though, that's the way we all are.

Sometimes I wish not to feel so attracted by it,

There are things in our lives we never want to go away...

We never even try to think of how different it would be,

All we want is "the same", is that feeling to not go away.

I am scared and deeply lost,

As these changes approach,

As I seem to feel bored...

Nothing else would make me happier.

I dont't want it all to go,

I don't want it not to show,

It took too long for me to enjoy it...

Now I can not give up on...

Everything I wanted was just to feel.

Well, at least if I can assure mself it is all real.

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