Lost 2

So lost I can barely find my way through these words

At some point it just doesn't feel right

I am still up there, that no one denies

But at what cost?What fucking price?

Life keeps deceiving me, and I never seem to learn!

It hurts, and no poetry in that, pain's not a muse. Not mine.

All I want is all I need. Nothing but that. Nothing but peace.

My thoughts don't let me rest

In these games I can't bet

I hate loosing more than quittig

Just do not count on me.

That's a game I can not win.

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