Importance

I can say anything with a single word

and everyone will envy me

though I will still be that cold

I won't be able to feel

icy and dry like steel

bad rimes and silly feelings

that's all around my mind

while I'm loosin' and pretending

you are just havin' a life and enjoyin'

what a jackass writing it down

and how pityful to shout it out

I don't really care 'bout what you think

I don't even care why I exist

just fill those blank rows

and hope someone will make it worth

no I'm not that desperate or sad

it's just the real world scares the crap

the lonely nights the partyless days

space for lame thoughts sad face

guess it will be all from now on

get myself up and endure all day

with the crazyest hope

it will be wotrh it 

someday

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