Lost 2

So lost I can barely find my way through these words

At some point it just doesn't feel right

I am still up there, that no one denies

But at what cost?What fucking price?

Life keeps deceiving me, and I never seem to learn!

It hurts, and no poetry in that, pain's not a muse. Not mine.

All I want is all I need. Nothing but that. Nothing but peace.

My thoughts don't let me rest

In these games I can't bet

I hate loosing more than quittig

Just do not count on me.

That's a game I can not win.

-x-

Lost

What to do when you are lost?

Like she said: On the way but still so lost

Whenever you try to figure it out

Even when you know it will never end

You give it a shot, let's try again

But it never leaves

No it never goes away

Your view seems so blur

All your feelings hurt

Future becomes predictable

When all you really want

Is not to fall, not to cry

That's all you can get

A fear worse than death's

Afraid to be what we all seek to

Being human, being alive

A hope for you, a hope for me

Wish at least in that I could believe.

-x-