Corrrect?

Never have I ever been so wrong
So many times in a row
So much in a single year
Though maybe it has been a good thing.
A collection of mistakes,
If one is brave and smart,
Can become an opportunity
To make things right.
The only thing now is finding out
Whether bravery and intelligence
Will once again get along with me.
All I need is a single sign,
Something to prove to me
Trying is still worth it
Feeling is still a priviledge
Living is still different.
I know my forever blury eyesight
May fail to understand what lies ahead
And my long to be recovered heart
May ignore and avoid more than ever before.
I just want to keep going
Step by step
A little bit longer.
Nothing will ever change
If I am not ready to make a couple more of them.
Mistakes.
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