Goodbye

I don't know if I should apoligise.
But I feel the need to at least justify.
I am leaving you. This idea of you behind.
I know you left it way before me,
But I had some hope and used it.
Now all I have left is reality.
For the reality is you want to belong to her.
Well, there is nothing else I can do.
It feels sad for my hope and plans,
Though I am sure even they understand.
Moving on is never easy. Not is it to see you with her.
This is it for now. This is the best I can do.
All I know is I will miss you.
Our chats.
Our hugs.
Our laughs.
Even these tears.
I will miss the idea of you.
Maybe it won't be so hard to understand.
-x-