Cruising

I feel as if waiting for time to move
Soon it will, so fast I don't want to miss a thing
I know there will be novelty and excitement
I know in a couple of days all this
Will be just a simple memory
Lying comfortably in the depths of my soul
Solid and cold inside my crumbled heart
For this is the only way I can do things
This does not hurt, this I can achieve
I won't fool myself, I won't neglect
I will understand, accept
Every little piece is supposed to count
Somehow
And if I can make good use of it
Perhaps someday
This puzzle will be complete.
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