Let's go

I could write nonstop…

My thoughts

My thoughts

Are killing me little by little

Too much

Too much

Them, me, everything

Wish I could jump to the end

After all this was gone

After she came here

After I went home.

But I am about to leave the place I got used to call home.

I am about to finish my break of the real life

I never liked reality that much anyway

Now it's time to return

Dive in cold waters

Step on burning coal…

I try to run from it

Using my well-known tricks

These do not work

I am lost

I'm somehow free

I feel as if I could walk anywhere

Though they would always be watching me.

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