Reasons

It has become predictable as hell
Though I can not avoid to tell
Most of the times I have no idea why
How come these words get out of my mind?
If only one answer could pop out
No worries and no hopes
No tears and no mistakes
I keep chasing a reason
I keep running to fall
So sad everything is coming to place
With or without me
Would not change anything at all
I know this is what I need
If different, guilt would show
It is just complicated to think
When there's nothing else to look for
Ten years from now, I really don't know
I feel alive just for being alive
It was my choice
Why so? No clue
My reasons are not clear yet
Well, I don't think they`ll ever be.
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