Life

There are times I think it could never go wrong
But when it happens you all get to get it
I'll be alone as or more as I begun
It's scary, scary as hell
When I think it was my choice, well, what could I do?
I can not blame you, I can not run away
That's just us and it hurts more than I can say
You have no idea, I never thought you would
But I do feel everything, and my heart is dying with it
Dying in a different way, because dead it already was
Well I don't think it will ever live again,
but you all made it a little bit closer to life
however, the line is too tiny
however, I can not hide
It sucks doind these things
I get confused and lost
Because my lack of life was never supposed to be like this
I can not blame you, I would never be able to
I can blame myself and my choices
The tears fall, drop down
This is me again, thinking of you
Wishing I did not love you all.
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