That's you

Why? It shouldn't feel so weird.
I thought after everything things would change between us.
This is myself not getting it right again.
Why can't I figure you out?
It is not hard for me
Oh please, don`t act surprised.
My point is,
When I seem to get closer, you just run to confuse.
Kind like what I love to do.
Not the same because you don`t go that far.
Not the same because I don`t go that far.
C`mon! That`s not being fun anymore.
They taught me sometimes it doesn`t hurt to trust.
Yeah, I know I shouldn`t do that.
I know you don`t cuz you have been as lost as me.
Just relax.
What I most learned from them,
Is that friendships come and go like these thoughts in your head.
I am happy at least this time, because that`s right.
Somethings you`ll always chase,
Others you already know where to find.
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Written on Aug, 4th.