Let go

Giving up. So much harder than commiting. Or at least this is how it should be. Though sometimes you just don't care. That's the hardest thing to learn. Not to care.
When one cares more than anything. When this is the one who needs to quit. It is just not enough to acknowledge. You have to close you eyes. Hold your breath. Get inside what you may never realize.
How good must it be. To have the courage inside. Control and dominate your mind. Without regrets and fears. It is for sure better not to live. Not to live this play. Role play and find the right guns, treasures...fun.
There should be rules. Predictable and ordinary problems to solve. Do not worry there would not even be a soul. Ideas, thoughts, confusion. That should happen no more.
If you can just drop. Let it go. Stop this thought. Just don't spread the news. I still need something to write about. I still need to dream.
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